u/Inside_Feature1472

hey guys, im wondering if im abrosexual, im currently bi but i like changing my sexuality and sometimes tell people different things. i usually stick by bisexual but i want to go by berrisexual but i feel like people wouldn't know what that is and would think i'm weird, and sometimes i go by sapphic, and sometimes i'm omni? i guess but i've never said any of these to anyone and so i kinda want to go by all of these but idk if that's possible so maybe im abro?? i have no idea but technically all of my sexualities all align up and in my case, they basically mean the same thing so i really don't know

guys uhhh billie eilish was my fucking GAY FUCKING AWAKENING omd. also can we like pray to bring bicep billie back cuz HOLYYY FUCKITY FUCKING FUCK im in actual grief that i missed that era. like ACTUALLY FUCKING GRIEVING i actually cried. im actually crying over the possibility that there's a chance that i can't meet billie eilish bro😭 like yk that thing she said when she was 12 about justin bieber. i actually really relate to that like i might actually cry if my future gf isn't billie eilish cuz i actually love billie eilish more. ANYWAYS uhhhhh im a big fan maybe you guys can tell idk AJLKDSJFKLDJAJFKALJ;JL I WANT MERCH and the perfume and uh idk maybe to meet billie eilish also she's so fucking relatable like (tw)>!&#x200B;!<my dad deadahh thought the blood on the bathroom floor was from my period i mean i guess it's good i have an excuse?>!&#x200B;!<uh anyways i really really wanna meet billie eilish. i will DIE if i never meet billie eilish

UGHHHH IDK this will probably be the most random string of text but I hate how unvalidated I feel whenever I cut cat scratches. I hate how unvalidated people make me feel. I hate myself for thinking like this because I have another friend who self harms and I've seen her cuts and I automatically felt better because I cut deeper. WHY THE FUCK DID I THINK THAT ughhghghhghghghghgh and i just found out one of my younger friends is also cutting:( MY BABY she's so young and ughhhhhh also something that I'm wondering; why does everyone have some sort of problem nowadays? Like not in a criticising way, I'm geniunely just wondering, like everyone I talk to that's around my age is either suicidal, self harming, has been through abuse, has depression, bad mental health and etc WHY I FEEL SO BAD also idk why but lately ive been getting more and more scared of cutting like im becoming more aware that i exist and what im doing

suggestions?