u/Intelligent-Concert

▲ 2 r/HOCD

Past experiences are really triggering me

Like Ive had homosexual ocd for years. But before I developed HOCD(not sure I'm just assuming I probably didnt have HOCD back then), I was in early puberty and remember getting erection and arousal feelings when seeing guys shirtless at like the swimming pool, especially the well defined ones. AI it says it could be just novelty or fascination but when I ask it to find sources, the ones it found doesnt really support the claim. I fear I was genuinely attracted back then.

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u/Intelligent-Concert — 1 month ago