Hey everybody, I was originally going to make a starlight beach scene with E+R sitting on the Nirvash overlooking the water, but it took a lot out of me just getting here. I wanted to share in case I don't come back and finish it, forgive me if it's not a 1 to 1 replica, I'm a sculptor more than a hard surface modeler.
It’s as I said, it’s wet, it’s muggy, the waters full of dangerous toxins, and everyone’s trying to rob me.
Jokes aside, I despise the hallowed Marsh and I’d like to ask if I’m alone in this. Im a big roleplay guy, when I want to make a big marshal character with a claymore and heavy armor I want to send him to Elatt to serve the mission right? Except (and this could be a skill issue) without traps or magic i find the marsh to be a hellish slog of unforgiving, unfair, uncouth, unremarkable, unimaginative, ugly, unassured, bums. When I’m not being sent into the atmosphere by three Tuanosaurs lined up perfectly within each others line of sight, or assaulted by 6 bandits guarding the vigil pylon, im getting jumped by roaming herds while im just trying to rest.
I love the style of Monsoon, and Elatts campaign is my absolute favorite, but I do feel like I have to play a certain way just to enjoy it and it makes me big sad. I also wanted to know how everybody else looked at it or do you guys not even notice the difficulty spike of the hallowed versus Berg?
Im visually impaired, and I had a traumatic childhood that left me unable to feel secondary emotions normally learned form parents. That sort of set the tone for me.
Ive had a really hard time in my adult life trying to survive. I guess Ive been homeless since I was 17, im 24 now. Ive just been couch surfing and working jobs that provide lodging. I’ve tried to save up and make something of myself but every time I try, car accident, lost your job, medical issue. I get hit again and again and again, and im left on my back staring at ceiling wondering why I even try to begin with. I dug myself out of a hole just to get kicked back down. Now at 24 i applied for college, it’s two months away and im still missing 10 grand with shot credit, no job, no place to live, a totaled car, and now I don’t even have my pride. I just kind of want to curl up and starve myself. I don’t want to feel like this I want to get back up and try again but I don’t know how anymore.