I'm going to kill myself
i'm not a suicidal person, but unfortunately, I don't see any changes happening to my life, and i do plan on killing myself soon. unfortunately my situation at home is a mess My mom is a grown ass woman and needs help paying everything and now i'm stuck doing everything. I make minimum wage as a medical assistant. Barely anything hits my pay. and not to mention I get paid twice a month. I have a lot of credit card debt. I don't drive. I don't have a car. I can't save up for a car. I Uber to work and it's so expensive. I'm stuck so if things don't look up in the next couple of weeks. this is my last goodbye I am not living a life that i don't want. It's not fair how other parents don't ask their kids for anything and mines to lazy to provide for herself. I've been fixing my résumé in a line of jobs but if by the end of the month, I don't see any changes i'm leaving forever.