u/Intelligent_Duty5960

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After experiencing this first hand I know that it causes psychological damage. People are not a game. This is the most inhumane thing anyone has ever done to me.

The hardest part I have with wrapping my brain around is not those who do it out of indifference, but those who need to feel in control. Like it's intoxicating to them to feel this power.

What I wasn't expecting was to find out how common it is after finding these sub reddits. There is a special place in hell for the people that are intentionally doing this and discarding people.

And now, I have to question human behavior. I have before. Such as due to war and people killing people. Somehow, this is almost worse. Completely unavoidable, complete unnecessary.

My heartbreaks for humanity 😭

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I don't understand why I need this. I don't want to talk to you about anything at this point.., I just want out of this toxic environment and rn you're making it so hard. It's like you want to be the bad guy in this story...and i think that's what's making this so hard to let go, knowing what I know about you.

This has been hands down the most mentally torturing thing I've ever endured. I really just wish you would tell me to fuck off. Do you not think it's selfish to retain someone that is in love with you while maintaining distance. Its heartless. 💔

I know what I did to deserve this., not to you, but to others, in the past. This has impacted me to a degree that I actually reached back out after years to apologize and now I pray for them every night. That's the only thing that helps me fall asleep now. I swear you're my best or worst karma,.rn worst, but maybe long term best. Either way, I wouldn't ever wish this pain on my enemies. 😭