sorry for formatting, on mobile.
my boyfriend made me feel like shit for wanting to go to the grocery store today and said something along the lines of “youre so stupid you have all those degrees and still work at (retail store)” which is something I think about a lot and feel awful about and he knows it but I guess it’s true technically so. so I asked him if he could help me with the grass but he refused so I went and mowed the lawn and weed eated and the push mower flew up some mulch or something and got in my throat so now I just want to like watch tv or something since I’m in pain and he’s upset I don’t want to go now. he got all mad and went and I’m sitting here typing this. idk what to think or do. I even asked him if we could go later before I mowed the lawn and he said “fuck no” so I didn’t expect him to change his mind an hour and a half later. sorry I’m all over the place here
TL;DR My bf 34 M might be manipulative or abusive to me 30 F but I guess im too stupid to tell