26(M) - Looking For Answer of my Condition
Name - Rajnish
Dob - 13-06-2000
Time 5:15 morning (Birthplace Sirsa Hr)
Current Dasha - Shani
I work as a graphic designer and video editor. First, I learned website design, then I learned UI/UX design. After that, I got a job as a graphic designer and worked in the field for 3–4 years.
I am 26 years old now. Around two years ago, my grandmother passed away, and after that, I lost interest in doing my job. I felt that I needed a break, so I quit my job.
Since then, I have tried to learn new things or build something many times. Every time I start something, I eventually lose interest and quit. It has been almost two years, and I have been unemployed during this time.
I don't know what my family is thinking about my situation. They are also thinking about my marriage, but I don't earn anything right now, so how can I even think about getting married?
For around two years, I have also been experiencing what I believe is "Shani Dasha." I consulted many astrologers, but they all gave me different remedies, such as drawing a goat on a piece of paper and keeping that paper at my workplace. I tried some of these things, but nothing seemed to work.
Currently, I am preparing for a government job, but I am not interested in it. Sometimes, I really hate the way my mind works.
Please give me some better advice or a practical solution to improve myself and get my life back on track.