u/Intrepid_Case1617

Hi. Im really ugly, and want to change it. Im already trying changes, (Trying to lose weight, using products to help clean my face and make it look better.) Is there anything I can do to help improve? Any advice is welcome. Thanks :)
[Also if you want to see what i look like as an example of what i mean just ask me in DMs and ill send it just don’t be weird please :( ]
Edit: To those who DM me and got really weird, (Those people know who they are btw), please leave me alone. Im not trying to be groomed i just want advice or if you want to talk sure but please no weird stuff 🫩

Im like so ugly. Im trying hard to change it, but i still cant stand it. Any recommendations i would love.

I don’t know why i’m typing this. Everyone I talk to leaves me. Either Irl, or online. Idk what it is. I think its me. But I don’t know why i’m doing wrong. I think its because I’m annoying. I talk to much. I don’t have much friends, and i haven’t dated in two years. Im lowkey high typing this but idk where else to go. If you want DM, but only if you want. I talk a lot so ill try my best not to take up to much time.

I don’t know why im typing this. I just feel so alone. I don’t have a partner anymore, not for a little while. Don’t really got much friends, I used to have a lot, but my first love, broke up with me, and since she shared the same friends as me, she took them with her. Not all of my friends were hers, but shes kinda popular at my school, and nobody really liked me anyways before I dated her. So I ended up being alone. I gave her everything I had. I loved her. More than anything. That was a while ago, and I dated after her, but to no success. All of them left. The one after my first, left me because she just didn’t “love” me anymore. The one after her, left me for her ex. I feel like its me. I don’t know what it is. I try my hardest to be the best partner for them, but it doesn’t really seem to be enough. I think its me. It has to be. Maybe it’s because im ugly and alone and they felt sympathetic. Maybe its because I had money. Maybe it was just to use me. Maybe im just not meant for it. Everyone uses me. Everyone has abandoned me, including most of family except for the ones I live with. I don’t know what to do. I feel like Im at my end. Im trying my hardest to be a good christian. To be a good person to others. All I ever wanted was love. I’ve always been lonely, so when I meet new people, I talk a lot and usually respond quickly. But I get annoying, and they eventually tell me and most of the tome leave. Sometimes they stay for a temporary time, but they always leave. I think im going to end up alone forever, and maybe its time to accept it. I don’t why I typed this out, its pathetic. I just don’t really have much left. I feel like i was always meant to be lonely, because I always ended up lonely either way. My dream is literally to have a loving and caring loyal wife, someone I could love and spend my life with. Someone who loves me unconditionally as she respects my wishes as I respect her’s. I don’t know. I think maybe it’s time to accept it, and just find something to distract myself. If you read this though, thanks.

Im kinda screaming out for help here. I am incredibly lonely. I don’t have much friends, and I don’t have a partner. I’ve been lonely for a long time. Not just recently, but for a couple of years with a few times my life didn’t feel like this. I honestly don’t think I will find a friend group or a partner. The last partner I had, (Two years ago), Left me for her Ex. I tried my hardest to be the best person for her, and for everyone else, but its just not ever enough. Im also not very attractive, and I think im going to end up alone for the rest of my life. I have so much love I want to give. So much I want to give and make with. But because my face isn’t as good as my personality, I won’t ever get that. And I think I deserve that in a way. I think Im just meant to be used. Why would anyone want a short ugly guy like me anyways? I feel like im meant to be used and replaced. Everybody does that to me. Use, Abandon, repeat. The same cycle. Im not meant for love or anything. I think im just going to die alone, like I always feared of. Maybe im wasting time typing this, But I don’t know what to do. Thank you If you read this. At least someone gave me a glance.