What did/does your rock bottom look like??? Is or was it enough to actually be done getting high???
So my rock bottom was me with open wounds on my swollen hands from cellulitis. Open wounds on my swollen legs from cellulitis. Track marks up and down my arms, hands, fingers, feet, legs and a few on my forehead. I woke up one morning in an Airbnb wit my ex and left the house wit $40 to cop for us and ended up crashing into the back of someone. Cops came after 3 other cars came and closed me in so i wouldn't leave. They didnt arrest me tho, i had needles everywhere and i showed the cops my money and told them theres nothing in the whip. I had to call my ex and have her walk and drive. We copped and litterally 1street over from where I crashed she ran into the back of someone and totalled the whip. I got out ripped the mirror off and used it to shoot my shot into my forehead and leg. She got out and told me her parents were picking her up and shes going to rehab. I didnt argue, truthfully I was relieved. I knew I couldn't go on another day and so i walked to the hospital and checked in for the wounds. They kept me heavily medicated for the withdrawl for a few weeks then I got on subs. The wothdrawl was horrible. Looking my girl was horrible and not knowing what my next move was horrible. When I think about drugs I remember that low feeling. Thr broken lost alone that came wit the life of addiction.