u/Islamgirly101

I don't know what happened but islam doesn't feel the same. I haven't been praying as much and my prayers have felt empty lately. My duas have felt unheard. I'm not sure what to do. I'm starting to believe in nothing :(.

I want to learn more about multiple religions, how YOU pray or just live in the religion! Minus Christianity.<33

I am muslim, As-salamu alaykum.

So i'm 18F (soon to be 19 in july), i wanted to talk about my 11th grade year of high school since i'm graduating next month. So I wore an abaya with a hijab after the winter Holiday. At first it started off alright! Some stares, some talking (good and bad), questions, even meeting other muslims! But then boys (and girls) started to physically bully me. Hitting my phone, two boys even tried to pull off my hijab in the middle of the hall at different times/days. I also started getting negative reactions from adults outside of school (aka my mother and such).

I am now afraid to wear my hijab in public for my physical well being even though i really want to. I'm not sure of what to do and would like other sisters to help me or offer words of advice.

(I live in a very Christian house with my father now which seems to be against islam or at least makes negative jokes about it.)