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Id write more but honestly im still processing it myself
I often find myself in a position where I want to play the game but it doesn't make sense to.
Like right now for the last week and until the end of this event it would be a waste for me to not feed my AP into apples.
I dont have a big need of anymore of the mats from the treasure chests right now.
Ive completed all story and side stories.
Completed all the advanced quests. Completed all interludes and rank ups.
Im not even gonna get into the fact that when there IS content that I can get good value for my AP from im just running FGA with my various loopers most of the time.
The only time I really get to engage with the game mechanics is during grail fronts and challenge quests. Which are nice. But they are one and done.
I would like to see more events like the Tower where your servants go on cooldown or even restricting servants after a clear. With a reward for repeated clears.
Ive pulled like 100+ unique servants and never have a reason to use 80% of them.
All week ive just been opening the game to do 3 OC free quests for daily tickets and feeding the rest of my AP into apples. And this is how the majority of weeks are spent
I love this game. I love my servants. But I wanna do more than just scrolling through my box looking at parameters and re reading skill descriptions wishing I had reasons to use all these cool characters.
Any effort to take from the rich and make poor people more comfortable is worth supporting in my opinion tbh... we out here struggling
It was scary at first, but it quickly became almost... therapeutic? I wish I would have written in my dream journal upon waking up because I cant remember too many specifics now. Everyone i encountered in the dream was both blown away by what was happening but also in a state akin to what I think zen must be like.
I wish I could describe it better but im posting anyway in the hopes that others might relate to experiencing something similar recently.
Recently haven't been spending too much time following these rabbit holes so it took me by surprise.