No one tells you your mental health goes in the shitter too
I got on prednisone a week ago, a low dose because I had taken laxatives for constipation, which I think caused diarrhea. I also had a bad fissure from said constipation but because I'm switching to a biosimilar drug I thought it was a flare up. Now everytime I go to the bathroom I compulsively check my shit for blood, regardless of how small. To the point where I'm agonizing for like ten minutes over some speck that I'm not even sure is blood, but it haunts me. My antibody markers are perfect for the new drug, my inflammation was very mild when I did a calprotectin test, I just feel like I'm losing my mind. I need to stop checking so compulsively but I keep thinking that every time I go to take a shit, it's gonna be the one and a large flare will break out.