u/ItzzNOTAZ

I’m in hell. The people at this rank either are so nonchalant, idiotic, egotistical, AGE REGRESS, or are too possessed by the videos upon videos on metros build guides. NO ONE TALKS, and if anyone does talk it’s shitty comms, AND WHEN I SAY “Guys urn is a bad idea, it’s their sided urn. Let’s wait until it’s done or let’s fight early before they turn it in.” GUESS WHAT MY TEAM DOES (they say that they’re high rank and high elo btw) THEY JUMP IN BC WE HAVE A LEAD. BUT OH WAIT ITS FUCKING JOHN DYNAMOCENA JUMPING IN AND OH LOOK THE LASH IS HERE TOO. Team dead and everyone either flaming each other for “broooo there’s like no comms yall needa comm or something) AND THEY JUST DONT TALK AND TYPE THE REST OF THE MATCH.

Recently I’ve climbed a lot faster due to me rushing scourge on billy and victor bc that’s just how op it is and clearly no one in asc or phantom has the brain capability to counter build PROactively and not AFTER you get hit with something you COULDVE countered.

Anyways UNBIND your parry.

So for as long as I remember I have always impulsively lied about prayer, whenever I my mom would ask me I would say “yeah I did” and I would build up lies on top to prove it like, “yeah the prayer mat is there” or gaslight. As a kid I was always told namaz was important and such but for me even though I love Islam, I really do put effort into learning it and putting the core values in my life. But it’s just praying that’s got me stuck. I’ve always felt nothing from praying, my mom always asks me about it and I always get annoyed and I lie, but the lie comes out way faster than my head and I don’t even think about what is actually there I just sorta do it. Idk if this is a small problem that should just be waved off as “oh you’re being too dramatic” but if anyone has any tips or solutions please lmk