I'm sick of having to make the first move and come up with things to talk about. I'm sick of having to make the first move. For once I just want someone to take an interest in me
I'm turning 22 and instead of having a party I just lay in bed doomscrolling and playing games on my PC to pass the time. This day is the worst. All it is a failure of what I am. No friends wishing me birthday on social media, no girlfriend to take to dinner. I could disappear of the face of the Earth at any instant. I'm so chronically lonely and don't see a way it will get better. How are you guys coping with tonight?