I have to delete Reddit and give up on the hope I still hold. I wish I never let my feelings get in the way of our friendship. I would tell you all of this but you won’t even look at me now. Reading relatable posts used to seem helpful but it’s harmful now. I really do wish you well.-j
I wish I could have had the opportunity to tell you how much I care about you. I want only good things for you even if it doesn’t include me. I have not, and never will, think of you negatively. I hope you don’t think I do because of the silence that exists between us. I never was able to explain my circumstances because the opportunity just never came. I’m sorry for that. I really did try to make it happen. I hope you are happy and everyone is being kind to you. I have defended you to my detriment at times and will continue to do so. I hope you have a great summer. ☀️
I’m done allowing anyone else’s opinion about my life get in the way of what I want.
I don’t care how long I have been with the same person. I can divorce them. We have not operated as a married couple for long enough.
If I develop feelings for someone else, I can.
If I want to indulge in my desire for someone else, I can.
It’s MY life.✌️
It’s MY summer.☀️