So a few months ago I tried to stop the contact to her because I started to catch feelings for her. This really hurt her because she needs me but not in the same way that I need her.
I told her everything but she said that she needed me because i’m one of her few friends she has and I just couldn’t hurt her like that and leave her alone. Over time when we spent less time together I kinda lost my feelings for her so I gave it a shot and started having more contact with her.
We are seeing each other like a few times a week and when we normally meet everything is fine. But last night she slept at my place because she didn’t want to drive home. We slept in the same bed and basically cuddled the whole time and slept like a real couple would do (except we didn’t have sex). It just felt so good to fall asleep in her arms tbh.
We both like physical touch and maybe that is an issue. I feel like there’s nobody that understands me like she does. And adding to it I would never ever do the same things with my male friends. If she asked me tomorrow if I wanted to be her boyfriend I’d confidently say yes so I kinda think I fell for her again.
What should I do guys?