u/Jay0061

I lost $135,000 and I woke up after 3 days and cannot believe it happened this feels so much like a nightmare how did I let myself loose everything..!!!
I’m still in shock I don’t know how to move on , I have less than $4000 left in my savings ..! I cannot believe I lost a brand new bmw ..!
I hate myself I hate this addiction I lost all my savings all gone in less than 2 days , I don’t know what to do anymore …!
Plz someone help me how do I forget this and move on ? How ? This is not three or four thousand this is really really big money ..!
I’m such a looser I hate myself ..?

I lost $135,000 and I woke up after 3 days and cannot believe it happened this feels so much like a nightmare how did I let myself loose everything..!!!
I’m still in shock I don’t know how to move on , I have less than $4000 left in my savings ..! I cannot believe I lost a brand new bmw ..!
I hate myself I hate this addiction I lost all my savings all gone in less than 2 days , I don’t know what to do anymore …!
Plz someone help me how do I forget this and move on ? How ? This is not three or four thousand this is really really big money ..!
I’m such a looser I hate myself ..?

I just lost $25k playing baccarat on my way back at airport security I left my AirPods in bin and somehow they didn’t come out security said they probably got suck in the machine I have to wait for maintained guys to come that happens once a month the funny thing is I’m so sad about this stupid $300 AirPods than my $25k I just lost im literally sick it what’s wrong with me ..! $25k is not bothering me but the $300 AirPods I am so sad and stressed walking in airport near the security machine trying to find them.. $300 is not even one hand of baccarat for me I usually play $2k a hand minimum ..! This addiction is so bad it’s insane ..!