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Went alone to my first Divine Liturgy this Sunday
Most beautiful thing I’ve ever witnessed
And I’m lost for words, everyone was so nice and I was so nervous being there alone and I’m very socially awkward nowadays after being isolated from all my former friends and family (30M) and the most welcoming group and loving people I’ve ever met 🥹 thank you for your kindness. And I talked to these people and felt like they had known me for years!!! But still I’m just a emotional mess right now along with marriage problems but we’re battling thru it, but the thought of leaving my church that I will say the Lord brought me too and got Re-Baptized in
(I know I know) I’m missing the friends and family and my pastor is also hurting me. What should I do

Watching some debates, looking into the orthodox faith
And I’m wanting to be apart of a church soon.
Anyways I’m laying down watching tv, when all of a sudden I feel a voice in my head go and say
“You think I wasn’t thinking of you when I was going through that” and just something told me to come to my front room and it started sounding like it was raining????
All my windows are closed except the other bedroom window but it couldn’t be the sprinklers outside because it wouldn’t be loud enough to hear when I have my tv set at 50-60 something on the volume, all of a sudden I couldn’t move and felt very scared and very startled, I took a sip of water and I grabbed a prayer rope Thank you Jesus. Said a few prayers and even told Jesus, lord I’m frightened lol. Someone please talk to me

Watching some debates, looking into the orthodox faith
And I’m wanting to be apart of a church soon.
Anyways I’m laying down watching tv, when all of a sudden I feel a voice in my head go and say
“You think I wasn’t thinking of you when I was going through that” and just something told me to come to my front room and it started sounding like it was raining????
All my windows are closed except the other bedroom window but it couldn’t be the sprinklers outside because it wouldn’t be loud enough to hear when I have my tv set at 50-60 something on the volume, all of a sudden I couldn’t move and felt very scared and very startled, I took a sip of water and I grabbed a prayer rope Thank you Jesus. Said a few prayers and even told Jesus, lord I’m frightened lol. Someone please talk to me

I’m a non denominational and want to convert
But friends and family are trying to talk me out of it
I don’t care anymore, I want to confess as soon as possible after learning more about it, can someone just help me or talk to me please, I’m really depressed and desperate for a friend to talk to me

Dear brothers and sisters thru Christ,
Please pray for me, I’m starting to learn more about The Lord God Jesus, and looking into orthodox and well I’ve become greatly troubled on the inside and I’m very ill and my mind is going so fast I cannot think anymore
Please someone keep me in your prayers, I’m so lonely while going thru this, I love my wife with all my heart but I feel like I’m losing my marriage because of my mistakes and mindset and I’m trying to talk to her and it’s like I’m passing her by. Goodnight and God bless you all

Please Brothers & Sisters Keep me in prayer
I keep feeling just hurt in spirit, right now so much going on in life right now.
I have no friends I’m a 30 And Married and Christian
I lost all my friends and family due to me following our Lord and savior from a different perspective than all of those around me, I’m so very lonely with no Christian Friends to talk (None that Normal Down to Earth)
I though things with would change with my family but no, I was wrong as always and it hurts more and more and more, it’s also my Long Lost Daughters 10 birthday today
I lost contact with her almost 7-8 years ago or so I can’t even remember, I’ve tried to keep contact when I can but it’s a long story (I cry and miss my daughter who I don’t know every time I think about her) I have her name tattooed, I pray she’s safe and okay, I pray over my family my enemies and all those who hurt me, For all I have is God and That’s I Need Amen, But this is my first Reddit post and I’m just so lonely and would just love to talk to someone normal and Just Understands Jesus and the Gospels, I’m So sick and tired of the Political World and all the Evil and Wickedness I’m so emotionaly drained and hurt from seeing it so much, it’s all you see and we’re forced to hear it all day long and we can’t think straight anymore from it. I pray God peace’s upon everyone and their Homes and Families, Pray for our Children Oh Lord
Bless our Children’s Children Oh Lord, I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!