u/JenkemJones420

Yay, I did a happier one! Have a good one out there.

Mr. Void just represents empty space and personal reflection. It's a character that represents my honest attempts to abstract something.

I no longer have delusions, if I may reveal my symptoms for a short while. I just label them as auditory hallucinations. I label them as part of me. I can sometimes control what they say. Be that as it may, I try so very hard to remain open to criticism and feedback from others who aren't me. I do attend counseling/therapy sessions.

I'm not anti-social, I'm just vastly depressed. Indefinitely so. I'm just barely surviving. So this is all I get sometimes. Video games, creating music, exercise, wandering and meandering around town, visiting coffee shops, plenty of reading and writing, especially in a private journal.

I don't know. I just wish I could turn back time and change the past. I'm wishing for something impossible. It makes me feel so obtuse and dull. Stupid, even.

Yes, my diagnosis includes schizophrenia

Go have fun today, neighbor. Take at least one chance to goof around and be zany or wacky. Take things easy, take things cheesy, but be good to yourself, I respect the process

It's still art, I guess.

It takes a great deal of effort to put myself through this kind of haircut. I have sensitive skin. My house is untidy and disgusting. I am surviving. That's all I can focus on or work on. I guess it counts for something, but I'm stuck in a cycle of grief and anger and sorrow and other kinds of staggering perplexities

Life shouldn't be like this

Add a PS5 and some "gamer bottles" collected in the corner and this is basically me in my lil' bedroom just trying to survive and push forward

Yes, my diagnosis includes schizophrenia

Yes, my diagnosis includes schizophrenia

I love wizard cloaks. If I had extra moolah, I'd get one for going out in public lol

Maybe you shouldn't beat and scream at kids.

Echoes can still pass through the hallways of the imagination, friend

I try to write in my journal when I can. I have to put what's honest and realistic in there, but it's mostly unfiltered sludge, unfortunately

I do create poems every so often. I write lyrics for songs. I play drums and percussion. I make music with my brother. I do talk to a counselor

It's still significantly difficult to walk this path

Have a safe and steady day

The best poetry is just an absolutely honest expression.

Social anxiety kept me away from trying out this project for countless months, but I still did it.