u/JicamaImaginary154

Have you ever had someone you can talk about everything whit, no matter how taboo or weird it is? Someone who doesn’t judge you, doesn’t feel bothered or burdened by you. Someone who’s always honest whit you no matter what.

I used to have that but I don’t anymore, we became strangers again. It’s hard to fill that type of relationship, I have maybe a bunch of shallow aquintenses who would squeal if you showed them 10% of your true self. I’m always acting for everybody even my own family. I never get to talk about things I’m actually intresserad in because it would probably just bother the people around me and then I would get left like I always get, and have to start from square one again.

I’m tired of this invisible social rule book that tells everyone that it is wrong to open up, that it is wrong to be real.

(Sorry if my wording sucks, I’m not a English native speaker)