Just wondering about other people's experience, I first fell in love at about 20 and back then I was really blown away like is this what loves really feels like, I felt like I could see straight through to her soul as she could to mine as if we knew each other in an different life or something. Things didn't work and still wouldn't now for the same reasons so it's not even like I want her back type thing it's more the comparison to my more recent romances.
I've dated a few girls since then and they had similar traits of being kind, funny, down to earth and I think very highly of them but I really haven't felt even close to that level of connection since.
I'm starting to wonder if that's just the way everyone feels about their first love or if maybe I just simply haven't been in love since.