u/JoeMama12211

I’m so sorry I couldn’t be the one to deserve you. I miss you a lot every day. Sometimes.. when I look in your direction, I’m reminded of all of the fun times we spent together, and I chuckle. Other times.. like today, I just cry endlessly when I realise how much your warmth truly meant to me. I’m sorry that I never told you this, and that you never got to hear me tell you how much you mean to me. I was just terrified of losing you. I know I still do want you to come back, but I’m also aware that you can’t. And that’s okay, don’t cry. You’re beautiful, and you captivate me with each passing day. Please reach the moon for me. And shine your light on the world, just like you always did for me. But this time.. for yourself. I’ll happily bathe in your moonlight even if it’s only for a moment. Love you, more than yesterday, and forever less than a tomorrow that I can’t see anymore. Wishing you the very best, in every life.

I see you everywhere around me. I reckon you see me too.
I write letters to my garbage can. I reckon you’ll read them someday too.
I hurt every moment you’re not here. I reckon you feel the pain too.
I put up a fake smile everywhere I go. I reckon you do too.
I keep singing to the moon. I reckon you’re listening on the other side too.
I search for you endlessly amongst the stars. I reckon your light is shining somewhere in the night sky too.
I miss you like the Sakura misses the Spring. I reckon you miss me too.
There’s so much I want to tell you. I reckon you have the world to show me too.
I ache to reach out to you. I fear you’ve already moved on too.
My heart tells me to be together with you again. I reckon you want that too.
My head tells me that it’s not worth doing this at your expense. I reckon you know that too.
I long to hold you so close to me. Maybe you wouldn’t want to leave me too.
I don’t want to be okay without you. I just hope you’re doing okay without me too.

It’s been so long since I’ve heard you talk to me, and it’s breaking me every single day. I long for the quiet comfort you used to bring into these lonely, dark nights. God, I truly miss you. There’s so much I want to tell you, like the cake I got for our anniversary.. in front of which I sat there crying for hours. I’m so sorry for my actions. I’m truly regretful. It really didn’t have to end this way. I still selfishly want to reach out to you one last time, to hear you tell me that I’m yours again. I know I don’t deserve to hear it anymore. So I’m sorry. I just hope you’re doing okay. Wishing you the very best, in every life.

Look on down from the bridge, I’m still waiting, for you.