I think I like girls...😭😭
I really hate the idea of doing kiss and all with men but I seems to have fantasied(dunno the spelling) about it with a girl...Idk wht to do, Am I lesbian or is it a phase??...I don’t have someone to talk to...so posting it here!!
I did my best in class 10th, okay? I used to score good in preboards and everything… still ended up with only 90% (best of 5). And I know 90% is good, I am grateful for it, but deep down I still feel inferior and embarrassed.
I was expecting at least 96%. My Science and SST papers genuinely went so well, yet I ended up with only 84 in both. To this day, I still don’t understand how :(
And the worst part is my mummy didn’t leave a single chance to taunt me about it.
What hurts more is seeing people around me who barely study most of the time still ending up with 90+ easily. And yeah, I know people say “you don’t see them studying,” but honestly some of them genuinely don’t study that much. Meanwhile I worked my ass off the whole year.
Maybe I’m just jealous. I don’t even feel like telling anyone my marks anymore. I’m giving improvement exams now, but I genuinely don’t feel like studying because it feels like no matter how hard I work, my scores will never reflect it properly.I just wanna cry or want someone to listen to me once too,I am just too tired of all the expectations, I know I can't score tht well...nhi aaye toh ab kya hii kru but fuckkk wht even I am saying:((
Political Science
Psychology
Sociology/History (still confused)
English
CS
Economics
Are these subjects actually okay if I want to pursue law in the future?
I’ll probably be taking dummy school too because the teachers at the school I visited were honestly so bad for most subjects. But now I’m scared as hell and completely confused.
Everyone around me has taken PCM or PCB, and here I am choosing Humanities, maybe even without Maths. People keep saying things like “take Commerce or Maths as a backup” and it’s genuinely messing with my head. I’ve started feeling inferior to everyone around me, like I’m making the dumbest decision ever.
I don’t even know why I feel this way. I think it’s because everywhere online I see people saying they regret taking Humanities, that there are no career options, no future, nothing stable. And now I’m terrified that maybe I’m ruining my life at 16 just because I chose subjects I actually like more.
The thing is, I don’t see myself doing PCM or PCB. I genuinely feel more interested in law and humanities subjects, but at the same time I’m so scared of ending up with no opportunities later. I keep overthinking everything and it’s honestly exhausting at this point. I feel like crying because I seriously don’t know what the right decision is anymore.
And the worst part is that I don’t even have a trusted adult I can properly talk to about all this.
Am I making a mistake by choosing these subjects? Should I force myself into PCM/PCB just because everyone else is doing it? I genuinely need advice because I feel completely lost right now.
Political Science
Psychology
Sociology/History (still confused)
English
CS
Economics
Are these subjects actually okay if I want to pursue law in the future?
I’ll probably be taking dummy school too because the teachers at the school I visited were honestly so bad for most subjects. But now I’m scared as hell and completely confused.
Everyone around me has taken PCM or PCB, and here I am choosing Humanities, maybe even without Maths. People keep saying things like “take Commerce or Maths as a backup” and it’s genuinely messing with my head. I’ve started feeling inferior to everyone around me, like I’m making the dumbest decision ever.
I don’t even know why I feel this way. I think it’s because everywhere online I see people saying they regret taking Humanities, that there are no career options, no future, nothing stable. And now I’m terrified that maybe I’m ruining my life at 16 just because I chose subjects I actually like more.
The thing is, I don’t see myself doing PCM or PCB. I genuinely feel more interested in law and humanities subjects, but at the same time I’m so scared of ending up with no opportunities later. I keep overthinking everything and it’s honestly exhausting at this point. I feel like crying because I seriously don’t know what the right decision is anymore.
And the worst part is that I don’t even have a trusted adult I can properly talk to about all this.
Am I making a mistake by choosing these subjects? Should I force myself into PCM/PCB just because everyone else is doing it? I genuinely need advice because I feel completely lost right now.
10th=90%(Ik not tht good:( )
Qualification =10th pass-out,currently in 11th
Political Science
Psychology
Sociology/History (still confused)
English
CS
Economics
Are these subjects actually okay if I want to pursue law in the future?
I’ll probably be taking dummy school too because the teachers at the school I visited were honestly so bad for most subjects. But now I’m scared as hell and completely confused.
Everyone around me has taken PCM or PCB, and here I am choosing Humanities, maybe even without Maths. People keep saying things like “take Commerce or Maths as a backup” and it’s genuinely messing with my head. I’ve started feeling inferior to everyone around me, like I’m making the dumbest decision ever.
I don’t even know why I feel this way. I think it’s because everywhere online I see people saying they regret taking Humanities, that there are no career options, no future, nothing stable. And now I’m terrified that maybe I’m ruining my life at 16 just because I chose subjects I actually like more.
The thing is, I don’t see myself doing PCM or PCB. I genuinely feel more interested in law and humanities subjects, but at the same time I’m so scared of ending up with no opportunities later. I keep overthinking everything and it’s honestly exhausting at this point. I feel like crying because I seriously don’t know what the right decision is anymore.
And the worst part is that I don’t even have a trusted adult I can properly talk to about all this.
Am I making a mistake by choosing these subjects? Should I force myself into PCM/PCB just because everyone else is doing it? I genuinely need advice because I feel completely lost right now.
Sorry for the rant and thanks for reading:))
Pol. Science
Psychology
Sociology/history(idk yet)
Eng
Cs
Eco
Are these subjects okay for pursuing law in future???
I will be taking dummy schl tho...cause the schl teachers are ass for most of the subjects.
People be saying tht take commerce or maths for backup and honestly I am scared aff...Idk wht to do atp,I am already feeling inferior to everyone because I decided to choose humanities,fuck idk whyyy
Wht should I do??
Should I go for these subjects or not??Please help me,I am just exhausted atp,I wanna cry...I don’t even have a trusted adult to whom I can talk about:((
Pol. Science
Psychology
Sociology
Eng
Cs
Eco/geo(I am confused in these two)
Should I go for dummy because schooling is too tiresome for me and this is the only schl providing psychology but the reputation of this schl is not tht good,so can I go for dummy??😭
And today I will be going for the demo in new schl,let's see how it goes...I am scared aff lol!!
Am I too late??was going throught smtg:((
Pol. Science
Psychology
Sociology
Eng
Cs
Eco/geo(I am confused in these two)
Should I go for dummy because schooling is too tiresome for me and this is the only schl providing psychology but the reputation of this schl is not tht good,so can I go for dummy??😭
And today I will be going for the demo in new schl,let's see how it goes...I am scared aff lol!!
Going for a demo class in a new school (11th) tomorrow and I’m honestly freaking out.I feel stupid for being this scared but I don’t wanna go at all. New people place, no idea how anything works… my brain is just making it feel like something bad is gonna happen even though I know it’s just a class.i keep thinking I’ll be awkward or mess something up or just not fit in.Fuckkkk I am scared aff😭😭wht should I do??I am freaking out🥀