u/JustDifferent1111

Adults around my age, and mostly extroverts who are ready to destroy the world just for the sake of getting their emotions validated. I carry an immense hatred towards the fact that I am being selected to be their validator, and I can only put that into action quickly to avoid any suppressed anger getting accumulated within me.

It feels good when I do that, how I literally do a reverse engineering sort of thing to everything I know about CBT and emotional health and just strike hard what they primarily rely on in order to function in our physical world. It gives me joy and I started craving it everywhere I go.

I am capable of showing a lot of "simulated" emotional warmth, based on what I read about. It doesn't happen instinctually. It's like breaking it down into thousands of steps that needs to be executed carefully in order which I find a bit exhausting, thus I perceive acquaintances and strangers who are demanding this to be invading and carrying a child-like sense of entitlement. Add to the mix the "Why me?" question and I just turn into Lucifer, enjoying the process of destroying them emotionally using the most evil techniques I have in my record so far.

Do you think that it would be a good idea to have in-game score not based only on kills but also on other contributions the player making in the game when it comes to core mechanics? things like Heal, Antiheal, Dmg tanked and migitated, CC...etc? Have the number of death from the score, but still show it separated? Or maybe keep the score as it is and just give players some gold after contributing with core mechanics other than kills? Like after healing an x amount of HP or antihealing? I see that players, especially in low elos are just too lazy to learn mechanics that are crucial in winning games. I think this way they will be forced to learn it also remove that toxic shaming on champs who contributes a lot into winning games in ways other than kills or farm (cs).
Do you think this will make the game too complicated and push away players?