u/Just_an_explorer22

Feeling totally alone after breakup ...she seemed to be the whole world when she was with me.... but it ended because of my fault the type of fault boys do.....I had such experiences before which is ofc not normal ....I would have reacted negative if I had found such things but.... I couldn't keep that to myself didn't want to make her live with me in lie or something like that ...confessed and broke her .... Felt very depressed thought of suicid* but that would do nothing better only end my guilt but give trauma to her and my parents nothing else totally lost.... I couldn't have imagined ever to hurt her like that....also don't know how she is doing with it ...never never thought it would happen to her by me.....totally lost...

Feeling totally alone after breakup ...she seemed to be the whole world when she was with me.... but it ended because of my fault the type of fault boys do.....I had such experiences before which is ofc not normal ....I would have reacted negative if I had found such things but.... I couldn't keep that to myself didn't want to make her live with me in lie or something like that ...confessed and broke her .... Felt very depressed thought of suicid* but that would do nothing better only end my guilt but give trauma to her and my parents nothing else totally lost.... I couldn't have imagined ever to hurt her like that.... I also don't know how she will cope up with this....how her life will be...due to this .... I'm at very very low....