u/Kahlan_0416

So today I started my period (sorry for anyone who doesn't like that topic) and today ive had many things happen and Asmodeus has been so active with me today

So first thing, was a that was proped up against something, just sitting on my couch and all of a sudden it moves like this bag has been like that for weeks and now it finally decides to move like you have my attention now

Second thing was, taps in my room so many tap and noises I just had my door knocked on like someone decided to play the flipping drums on it and no one in my house did it because everyone is in bed its just me who heard it and I literally asked my mother if she did it and she didn't like who decided to use my door as a drum you have my attention now jeez

Third thing was, I got a package today and i got some shirts and fairy lights in the shapes of stars and i put the lights up in my bedroom and omg genuinely had a bit of a break down trying to untangle and put those up and again tapping Asmodeus do you like fairy lights or something?? Because you are very tappy today

Fourth thing is, I was in the washroom and all of a sudden my mirror go *thud* like someone aggressively tap hard on it, what do you want Asmodeus you've gotten my attention so much today what are you planning jeez

So today was alot and I think Asmodeus likes fairy lights and apparently tapping to get my attention, what does he want that he has to get my attention every few hours??? Definitely made my day eventful for me

Ok so i had the biggest fight with my friend that I ever had and all because she said something insulting to my mother on text so I defended her and she ended up calling my mom transphobic, slurs and just being rude told me to fuck myself and to go fuck trump and she was just all extremely rude just because I defended my mom and then she brought things into the conversation that never even was mentioned and bringing past things and was just extremely rude that I ended mad crying and now im sorta worried that she might put a hex on me because one time she got so mad at someone that she put a hex on him and that was how she started witchcraft (not a very good start in my opinion but oh well) and so now that ive made her mad im wondering if shes gonna being all that stuff back and try to hex me but the thing is ive a. Been doing witchcraft for way longer then her so I have more experience b. My energy and the energy around me i feel like would protect me especially my dead grandmother and grandfather (that I never got to met but I have a feeling he is watching over me) and reason c. I work with Asmodeus and heard he was really protective of his people and so i feel like he would possibly protect me but im not exactly sure i do know she will get karma for how she acted and i might get a little too just because I might deserve it and im ok with that but I just dont know what to do because Im pretty sure Asmodeus possibly saw what happened or at least heard because I cried a little in my room (because i was so hurt because she was my best friend and i dont understand why she acted like this because she was so nice a day ago and I think its all because my mom had a option) and because I called my other best friend to tell her about what happened and my Alter for Asmodeus is in my room so if he was here he probably heard everything that happened because I read the texts out loud to my friend word from word and so i also have this frog i put with Asmodeus alter so whenever there could be danger or im extremely far from my home I take it with me so i think he kinda follows me because I took it from his alter so in my mind its like he'll follow me until I put the frog back and i also ordered a bracelet of his sigil so im hoping once I get it that it might protect me

All I know is that im pretty sure she hates me now and im waiting for a possible hex to come my way because she hates me but oh well what can I do some friends are never ment to stay forever

Also too I dont know if this is something that my friend has casted on me yet or if its just me but my shoulder has been hurting for a bit after all of this so I dont know if this could be something she has done or if this is just random pain or if this pain is trying to tell me something in a way and its not like 'im gonna die pain' its just a ow that hurt throbbing pain

So i ended up making myself a spell for protection against hexes because of this reason and I basically just mixed the lotion i use, crushed roses, crushed bay leaves, my favorite perfume i use pretty much everyday and my inner magick mixed that all up and put it in a circle of protection tarot cards (the star, the chariot, temperance, the emperor, nine of wands) and i use a protection rune aswell then i recited my own spell I made up with the words that came to me and whatever spelling came aswell because I messed up on a word wrote a different word but then said "if my hand wrote this then it must be the correct thing" and so here it is

Against the hex i might face

I call upon the angels I call upon Asmodeus and ny protectors who watch upon my life, I ask you to protect me from whats to come i ask you to defend my body, my soul, and my mind from the evil that may find me soon. I never asked for this to happen i never ment to start a fight and im worried that she may try to curse me for it. So I ask for your protection from her i pour my magick into the spell to keep myself safe from the evil she may wish to wish upon me

I finish this spell with thanks as I know I can count on you, thank you i am forever grateful.

I endee up reciting the main part of the spell 3 times with my hand over the lotion as I poured my magick into it and my hand felt warm so im pretty sure that part worked and then i said my thanks, then I ended putting the lotion on most of my body (arms, neck, legs, heart, anywhere that could be possibly hexed for something to happen to. Im honestly not exactly how hexes work because ive never done one and never truly wanted to so i never read up on it) and i still have lotion left so im pretty much going to do this until it runs out completely

Ok so I woke up and i was staying in somewhere in an air bnb and when I woke up i had pain in my crotch/pelvis area and my hips and my back (cant remember if it was lower or not) but anyway it was the strangest pain because I was sharing the bed with my friend and I also woke up so greasy like I've been sweating for a while and I didn't even had much of the blankets because my friend is a blanket hogger so I know I wasn't too warm so im wondering if this had something to do with Asmodeus because ive heard that he has had sex with people in dreams(?) I think at least, and so im wondering if something happened with him because hes been more active with pleasure with me more recently then before like he gave me sensations that ended with a burst of pleasure and this was one night in my own bed so im wondering if hes possibly giving me pleasure at night or im going insane, oh and one thing i did before I left my house is on his alter i gave him a plush frog I got and whenever im going places away from my home that are far away or when I could possibly be in danger so could this be a pay back for taking his plush frog (lol) and i can not remember my dream that I had last night at all not even a little fragment of it

So im playing a game and laying on my bed with one leg up and my other leg straight but anyway im playing on my phone and then all of a sudden I feel pressure on my crotch area and then i start to feel like sensations and then im feeling little spikes of pleasure going up my lower stomach and chest/nipples and this continues for a few minutes because I get this big wave of pleasure and now my legs kinda feel tired and my breathing is a little move heavy then it was and my heart rate felt elevated and also too because anything really happened I felt sensations on the back of my neck (not the first time that happened to me) and yeah so I assume this was Asmodeus but im not exactly sure if this was just me or someone else

Also too a day ago or so i put up some like fairy lights above his alter and i had them on for an hour or two before i shut them off because I didn't want the battery to die, is this way of saying thank you lol??

Let's just say im not mad about the whole experience i just had because it felt nice and i would accept it again

Last night i had a sleepover at a friend's house and we did alit of walking that day too but anyway i eventually fall asleep and I wake up at like 4am and my ankle and knee are just screaming and the pain was so bad I could not fall asleep and me being me didn't want to wake up my friend so I ended up just trying to go back to sleep and i eventually laid on my side started playing a game on my phone and all of a sudden the pain kinda went little by little until I fell asleep and when this was happening I felt a gentle fuzzy pressure on my back, my knee is still sore from yesterday but I believe this was Asmodeus because I once put his sigil on my knee and i did it on my injured knee without realizing it and there was not alot of pain after that

We did do a lot of walking and went to random places and i did ask Asmodeus to protect us as well because I heard some bad things about the app we were using about people's find and we ended up not running into danger just sheds alot of sheds

So my school did an talent so and not sure if theres another next year so im kinda experimenting with songs and i found one I liked and could sing (Medusa's Masquerade by Zeal Ginjoka) and i was singing that for a few times the last one I did was really well and my kitchen lights flickered I think before I finished or after, I think I had someone watching me, possibly Asmodeus or someone else not sure exactly who but Asmodeus is the one demon I know that is with me, not sure who he brought yet but im trying to find out some people were saying Lilith or Astaroth those are the only two that might have come with him not exactly sure though

Edit: watching TV for like the past hour or so and my lights keep flickering and its like once or twice then they stop then 10 minutes they do the same thing

As the title says I need help, so I did a ritual/talking with asmodeus with tarot cards and somethings were mentioned like "dont always assume It was me" and something about a second person/entities that are with me i finished the ritual and asked to not be ranked that night so I could get a good sleep, fast forward today i have been feeling down and like wanting to do stuff but not actually doing it and im just bleh have been for 2 days or so after I did this ritual and also I haven't really been feeling anything and ive gotten no little pranks from Asmodeus, side note I am on my period but I dont know if this feels right like I feel like i should be experiencing something from Asmodeus but I dont think ive been getting anything and last night I had a dream about a demon/something spirt thing that was opening my windows trying to get into my house and I was using lines from the Bible to get rid of them which is weird because I dont know any and I don't go to church, but anyway i also found a cut on my finger that I dont remember getting/i haven't touched a knife today and a scrap on my elbow that was never there until today and I didn't fall or anything, I dont know exactly whats going on but again I haven't really experienced anything from Asmodeus after thag ritual like I dont know if hes laying low/giving me time or just left for a bit and I dont know whats going on with this second entity if its a demon/type of spirt, can someone help or possibly give me places to search for or how to maybe reconnect with Asmodeus

Side note: as im making this i did feel a hand on my head while im sitting on my bed making this and i felt a pain on the back of my neck like someone poking or biting me not sure but something on my neck for a few seconds

Edit: im sitting in my room and holy crap have ive heard so many different random noises while im just trying to watch videos and reply to some people comments like im hearing scratching on something and now all im hearing is little taps all around my room and beside me by Asmodeus little alter

This man is known for playing little pranks on me and scaring the shit outta me to the point I say fuck you or fuck no, but anyway im trying to get to get into my shower because I was going somewhere and needed one and so i push the curtain back to get in and as im doing that something stops the curtain like something hard like a body and my hand stops because I couldn't push past the hard object then it dissappears and I open the curtain and step in and no one was there (obviously) so what in fuck kinda prank was that Asmodeus i swear hes trying to give me a heart attack

So im laying in my bed playing on my phone its almost 230am and my projector goes off, this thing decides to turn off and my first reaction was "hehe fuck no, fuck off" because i know Asmodeus is known for playing jokes on me and that projector doesn't turn off until like 3 or 4am and nothing moved or touch it but it is weird like the cord I have it plugged into if the projector is moved slightly sometimes it turns off but nothing could have moved it so I think im being told to sleep by Asmodeus or someone else and i wouldn't be surprised if that was the case because ive been up until like 3am for the past week also i wouldn't be surprised if Asmodeus is in my room because his alter is like foot away from my bed not even so yeah, probably not going to go to sleep though 🫰

Had a dream about my school getting burned down then I was in my room when I got contacted by a demon(?) And their name they went by was Pink but I saw the name Goivter or something similar to that, they were trying to help me get through some trauma or something else I cant remember they were also mad about something I dont specifically remember but I dont think it was me I think it was something that happened, they would contact me in my room each day, and so one day i asked them if there was any other demons/entities/spirts that were with me i think i said it like "is there any other demons/spirts/ entities with me other then asmodeus?" But they said no and not even asmodeus was with me, the thing is I was completely aware I contacted asmodeus in my dream and I even looked at his alter that was the same as the one ive made now in my dream, anyway after I asked pink that I heard a male voice and soon I saw asmodeus pink then said something like "god save you/god help you/just a help you" and then they disappeared and i was left alone with asmodeus I can't remember his appearance but he approached me and then i woke up before anything else happened and I woke up at like 1:00pm so I was contacted during the afternoon and I think why I slept so long was because I was contacted? But im not sure so can someone tell me if this is like asmodeus and who actually came to me im still confused if this was just a dream or if it was someone trying to contact me

Edit: I also woke up with a coffee taste in my mouth like a coffee crisp or like coffee ice cream kinda taste it was really weird and im not sure if thats connected to asmodeus or the other demon(?)

I've tried working with him and im pretty sure he is sticking around for a while but anyway does he play jokes or something because Ill be doing something and all of a sudden things fall or a noise happens without a reason like the other day my ice scoop for my ice maker fell and I thought my knocked something off but then I realized all my cats were in the living room and so i cant explain that and one day I walked into my room and saw his sigil was moved from original spot I put it for his mini alter and i haven't touched it for a long time other then occasionally putting flowers down on it and it was completely moved from where it was and I often feel touches on my head, back, neck like Ill swear I feel a hand and ill get random shivers out of no where and I can feel them creeping up my spine until I actually shiver, and I just notice things that I cant explain and so im wondering if he actually plays jokes or is playful in general

Edit: another thing i forgot to add was the stuff going missing like drop something and its gone until i look in the same spot once or twice and poof its now there or im looking for something and I cant find it and a few days later its in the most obvious spot known to mankind

So the past few days ive been fine its just today I woke up perfectly fine and I had something good happen to me i got one of my favorite characters in my game and I got money today, but like an hour later getting ready to go shopping and i just wanted to break down I look at myself and all i could think was "im so ugly" and I just had absolutely no self confidence, I put on my usual makeup of eyeliner and mascara and i usually feel like I look good after but nothing took one look at my hair and absolutely was disgusted washed my hair even though I had a shower yesterday and after that I just felt dirty and disgusting and I was in tears looked at my face and immediately mentally said its too chubby and I have a double chin and yeah. Im fine now but it was just so sudden and I still feel down i even put on one of my favorite dresses to feel a little better and that didn't work im fine now but it was just so sudden, I do have a little alter for Asmodeus and I realized I haven't really contacted him in a while and I was also wondering if im kinds feeling like this because I have done anything to contact or something like that?

So I just finished my ritual and I think it went well, before I even did my ritual I had multiple weird things happen as I was getting ready for bed so I could sleep after and I thought taking off my makeup so my natural beauty would show and I thought that Asmodeus would like that instead of eyeliner and mascara, but anyway I hear ny cat meowing at the door to get inside I open it and let my cat in then when I was walking to the bathroom just as I was about to step into it I heard a noise turns out that was my door opening by itself (it wasn't properly close but it shouldn't have done that and nothing like a cat pushed it) I close my door and then get into the bathroom as im looking in one of my mirrors my face cloth fell and nothing touched it, after I put it back up I start to take my makeup off as im doing that I feel a tingling on the back of my neck like someone is touching it

Anyway I get to my room and start the ritual I chant his enn with a guide video in my headphones and once the guide voice stops I continue to try and chant his enn but im sleepy at this point because its almost 230am right now so as im continuing I feel this weight/pressure like something is on my chest and arms (my arms were reating on my stomach) but anyway I try chanting a little more and I stop after another 5 minutes or so and then I try meditating but I couldn't get my head to stop thinking of stuff/talking to myself so I give up but as I was doing that I did feel light pressure on my body like light touches and as im writing this im still feeling those light touches on my body, also to when I got out of my meditating state and really sleepy state I thought i saw a figure shape standing at the end of my bed above me (that could be me in a dreamy kinda state tho) but anyway I look over at my mini alter and see that the rose i placed is move a few centimeters away from where it originally was.

Anyway thag was my first experience with trying to contact Asmodeus im not sure if I was successful but just thought id share this, but I do think I am now going to put on more comfortable clothes then my black dress and probably play on my phone until I fall asleep within the hour or so. If you have any comments or advice dont be afraid to share it i love hearing stuff from others especially when its stuff like this!