u/KaiDoesReddles

For some reason this is the most horrid feelings I get. Not having an argument, not being insulted, not being hated. But that feeling or realization that I might not talk to or share moments with someone again absolutely wrecks me.

Whether its a childhood friend or some online acquaintance it feels all the same. A heart ache and sometimes even sick stomach.

Not sure how to deal with this because it is recurring, irrational, and very problematic for me.

Does anyone else have this sort of thing?

Dear mods, I am not selling or promoting any product(s).

I'm developing an mt5 strategy builder and looking for a few traders seriously interested in automated trading or already experienced with mt5 algotrading as I would like outside perspective on the current state and ideas for improvements and further development.

It is not a very small EA unfortunately (Approx 18k lines) and getting a good feel for what you can do with it will take some time. I am happy to be in talks for weeks or months so as not to disturb your current trading workflow.

Any commited helpers will naturally keep a full version when it is completed.

Happy to answer any relevant questions.

If you've had a painful break up recently I just want to check in and see how you're doing. Weekends can be a great time to have good times and move on or a time where old memories come back. I hope you are okay amd taking care of yourself.

Does anyone stick to only 1:1 RR trades? I haven't done too much research yet but I assume there is some benefit to simplifying the outcomes with 1:1 trades.

Discretionary manual trading has major advantages over algo, but it requires you to be very disciplined 100% of the time.

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Am curious how many are working on moving to algo or are wanting to, and why.

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Or just any other thoughts you have on the topic. Cheers.

Building my algo and am looking to meet others who have found success or progress with algotrading via mt5.

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If you're up for it please let me know how your journey has been so far. Or anything else you want to share.

Asking mostly for fx, snp500, gold, btc. If so how hard was it? How consistent is it?

I am considering whether my data streams are sufficient enough before investing a lot of time.

I am wondering with the trajectory of everything is it still worth developing without AI or will such systems simply be too slow to turn a profit. Thoughts?

I met someone on Reddit in the most unlikely way. The timing for both of us had to be absolutely perfect since we both don't do much socializing online and we were at perfect timing to be open to new people.

She believed in magic... not a specific religion but her own blend of how this world works and all the good spiritual things that help and guide you along in life, to get you exactly where you want to be.

Not only is this woman so unique and so unlike anybody else I have ever met, and perfect for me in so many niche ways, but the number of near impossible 'coincidences' that happened multiple times a week were an undeniable sign that our paths were intensional directed together. It would take divine signal after signal after signal to make me believe in spirituality, and that's exactly what happened.

This woman is intelligent, beautiful, kind, ambitious, philosophical, funny. Perfect in so many ways. And without asking she gave me multiple life changing opportunities and even held my hand along the way.

I will need to be vague about the work we tried to do but it is in a generally high stress industry and I failed at the simplest things. Simple tasks, simple guidelines. Every choice or action i needed to make felt like it had the weight of my entire future on it, and she was depending on me, a lot of her success at the time was dependant on me just getting the thing done.

I can't tell if it was because my sensitivity overstimulating me and leading to me zoning out mentally or if it's brain fog. But it seemed like when I needed speed it wasn't there, when I needed ideas nothing came, when I needed focus I would zone out or spiral. It felt like my days only had 18 hours.

This is not a consistent thing because I go through periods of insane productivity and genius creativity. I was in that phase when we first connected.

I have wasted months of this amazing person's life. Who invested time and money and love into me for nothing.

I am struggling to comprehend how such a miracle could come my way just for me to fck it up (excuse the language). I don't know how to fix myself. I think sensitivity is a factor as I am very susceptible to crying. But it may be social anxiety or autism, I don't even know. Is there something I can take or do to just overcome this defect? I refuse to end myself, but damn this life thing is impossible for me.

Any advice or kind words will be cherished. I'm so completely lost.