Do I want to much as a player?
We'll be wrapping up a long-running campaign (nearly two years) in the next few months. I've put a lot of effort into making sure my players enjoy the game, and even after all this time they're still heavily engaged with the story.
The issue is that I run the type of game I personally want to play in—but I've never really had the opportunity to be a player in one. Our campaign completely revolves around, or at least heavily incorporates, the characters' backstories. Most combats are very challenging, but they're usually resolved within 3–5 rounds. I'm not just talking about hard-hitting enemies either; the environment matters, there are sometimes puzzle elements involved, and every boss battle has a unique mechanic. The players actions absolutely have consequences , both positive and negative. The world is always moving forward even if the players chose not to engage with things.
We've had a few discussions about who will take over as DM, and I'm honestly worried I won't enjoy the game. The player who is most likely to take over doesn't seem interested in running the kind of game I enjoy. He's perfectly fine for a one-shot, but I'm not sure he has the desire to run the sort of long-term campaign I'd want to play in.
I'm not looking for a perfect game, nor do I expect anyone to copy what I do. I'm definitely just north of adequate as a DM. If we weren't a long-running group (over three years together) and if we didn't play at my house, I'd probably just choose not to join his campaign—not because of him, but because the style of game he runs isn't really what I'm looking for. I’m a firm believer that not every table is for every player .
He's is a less experienced DM than I am. After he commented on how in-depth my worldbuilding is, I offered to share some of the things I've learned over the years. I even asked if he wanted to know my "secret," but he never responded, so I took that as a sign he wasn't interested.
Has anyone else experienced this? Being excited by the idea of finally getting to play, but not particularly excited about the reality of the game you'll be playing in? Any suggestions?
** Edit***
I don’t believe my way is the best way. I just believe this is the style of game I would most enjoy playing in.
I am by no means a great DM.