Did I exorcise a demon and invoke a guardian from the Necronomicon in the 1980’s?
My 1st memory as a child I was still in my crib as a baby. A 7’ tall man completely white with long white hair, beard and white furry clothes, and black eyes was standing by my closet door. I was sleeping in my crib, he picked me up and started biting my torso, ripping my limbs off. I could feel the pain, and terror. I could smell something indescribably bad. I died a horrible death and woke up in this body I have now. I was screaming terrified when my mom came in to comfort me, I remember it so vividly. I had that dream all the time until I was 14 yrs old. I talked about it with several people, did sage and cleansing, but the nightmares continued. I would see him standing there by my closet door, staring at me maliciously. 1 day I decided to get the Necronomicon book. It was highly talked about in the 1980’s, and I was a witchy gothish kid so I bought it, and other witchy books. I read a lot in those books, finally I saw a spell that was designed to invite protective spirits to follow and protect you, and another to force an entity to leave you alone. I said the words, not sure if I was pronouncing them correctly. After doing the spell to protect myself, and another to rid myself of this demon the dreams finally ended. I remember the dreams, and that figure, but I’ve never physically seen that entity again nor had that nightmare as if I was reliving it.