u/Kekeegan

Omg I wish I could just move out already or I hope she does! I hate sharing a room with my sister. I can hear her pleasing herself at night and she doesn’t even wait for me to sleep which is fucking disgusting. Do whatever you want when Im not home. I am literally out of the house for more than nine hours why can’t she do it then?! I try to plug in my earphones but i still feel so uncomfortable knowing the fact that she’s doing it not even 10 steps away! I especially feel really irritated and upset because she shows herself all pure and religious but then she goes and does this kinda stuff and it throws me off completely because I cannot see her the way she portrays herself😭

I(20f) dont remember much of my childhood but I was really young, younger than 8 and i just remember one time I walked in on my older sister(4 years older than me) watching adult stuff and instead of stopping or something, she exposed me to it and after that, we’d search up stuff like that. Our mom wasn’t really interested in what we did so we would often bathe together and do weird stuff like role playing, i remember it specifically included me being a damsel in distress most of the time and I think it fucked me up a bit still. We would make out and stuff and it went on for a few years until she went cold turkey and told me to kept my mouth shut and stop doing this stuff. I couldn’t get rid of it. Im hyper sexual and I hate it. It makes me feel like a fake virgin. I feel like Im lying when I say i’ve never kissed anyone and I have no one to share this with.

Im irritated as fuck right now. I havent been keeping up with pop culture but just recently came across the controversy surrounding olivia rodrigo and im so pissed off. They’re flaming her for some reason. Im not entirely sure how it started but now everyone is like “oh babydoll dresses are baddd omgg theyre pedophilic.” What the fuck? Maybe Im in the wrong but it gets to a point because I love those dresses, not because of some fuckass pedophiles but because they’re the only dresses that don’t make me look pregnant. I hate this. Maybe im overreacting but idgaf. I hate pedophiles. I hope they burn in hell. Why is everything so controversial nowadays? Why is the world so corrupt.

Edit: why is everyone taking my “everyone” so literally😭i obviously know its not all people but the majority of what ive seen in these videos are who i was talking about and this is a vent post. I posted this because I was upset, why are people mad that Im upset..?

Ive only used 2 sites for a long time and both of them got shut down so i had to switch and now they don’t evn last for a week :”)