Lately I been going back and forth because I get a wave of light headless to the point I feel like I’m about to pass out at work. And the first time it happened I went full panic attack. Second time just super dizzy and I could feel my heart beating hard. I can’t tell if my anxiety is causing the lightheadness or vice versa. Has anyone ever experienced this?
I would like to say I have tried talking to my church father about this and I felt completely dismissed. Maybe it’s something he hears a lot but I am constantly struggling between completely leaving the church or immersing myself in church and faith. Both ways leave me scared tbh. I seek to know Christ but at the same time I have my doubts. I was abused when I was really young and growing up I always thought it was my fault. I prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed for relief and forgiveness but it never came. So I struggle with feeling like God exists. It feels like there is no point of trying cause there is no one on the other side for me. Actually, I think God exists he’s just not there for me. It’s frustrating.
What state and how many years have you been there?
I had an intense panic attack (couldn’t breathe, hands getting tingly) a few days ago. Hours before I was feeling off the whole day like I was driving and I couldn’t really focus and was kinda disoriented. I have had this feeling continue. I find myself super sensitive to sugar too. Any time I eat anything too sweet i get more disoriented. I been drinking water and trying to calm down but I can’t seem to relax or become grounded again.
Has anyone actually gone to pharmacy school at duquesne university with cvs paying half of the tuition? What was your experience and how was pharmacy school online?
I don’t know anything about buying homes but from what I’m reading people should be making AT LEAST 200k for a million dollar home. My parents are hard workers but they barely make 110k combined! They have about 150k saved up right now but they are taking out their other investments. I’m so stressed and I keep telling them I don’t think it’s a good idea. I keep telling them to consider homes further away at a more reasonable price for them, but they aren’t listening.