Just something on my mind
I honestly feel sad that people would say na bagsakan ng mga hindi nakapasa sa la salle or ateneo ang adu. As an upcoming freshie I really don't want to be put in that expectation. Honestly last minute ko lang talaga napagdecide-dan na I will pursue pharmacy even though sa lahat ng cets I've always put in nursing. I never had a dream course nor a dream school pero I can't help but feel envy to those studying in the big 4 but maybe that's my bruised ego. It's always late night thoughts like this that make me think na maybe I couldve recon to pharmacy despite choosing nursing pero that isn't a great mindset. I've made my decision, I don't want to have regrets as I enter Adamson. I am not beneath nor am I above people. Adamson welcomed me with open arms so it is about time that I welcome it with open arms too.
I always feel like that I have to prove myself, then I forget to take a step back. Insecurity is something I need to work on.
Still I am excited, even though there are a lot of shit posting online being in the campus itself was great especially the klasmeyt culture.
Hayss idk i feel really weird rn im sorry for my rant.