u/Kitchen_Weather_6844

I’m so tired of breastfeeding . I’m in tears writing this. I have ana most one year old who still wakes up to bf all night long. nothing helps. baby wont take a bottle, pacifier, I try to soothed her and she will just stay awake screaming for hours. we just switched her to her own bed In our room so I can still get to her. I have tried to shorten the feedings at night she just screams and won’t go back to sleep. she wants absolutely nothing to do with my partner, so he can’t help very much. I’m so exhausted, please someone help me. is it even possible to stop bf at this point? baby eats a lot of food during the day and is weened off breast during the day...I feel so isolated. my partner can’t help and doesn't understand or know how to help. does anyone have any tips or can anyone relate? it seems like everything with this second baby has been so challenging and I feel so helpless

I need some encouragement or anyone who can relate. i don’t have a lot of friends but a lot of my family lives in the area. i don’t really even enjoy seeing my family that often but we always get together for parties and events. no one can make it to my babies first birthday party and I’m extremely heartbroken. I know she won’t remember but I’m still very sad. it’s like I can’t rely on anyone. I wish I had friends or better family.