I don’t want to live like this
I’m 23 and I was diagnosed in 2023. For the most part, I’ve been able to almost ignore the symptoms that’s how minor they’ve been. Except today. I’ve been bawling for the last hour and I can’t stop because I can’t believe this is going to be my life and I really don’t think it’s going to get better.
I just made dinner and I knew I wasn’t feeling the best so I decided to keep it small. Rice and eggs one of my favourites. I wasn’t even standing for that long and now my legs feel like I just ran a marathon. I hate this so much. I’m still so young but I feel like I can’t do anything without being in such debilitating pain. I have no one. I have no friends. My family is too busy to deal with me. I feel so alone all the time and I don’t know what to do anymore. The only thing keeping me going and the only one to comfort me when I’m going through these moments is my dog, he’s good at giving hugs. Sorry for the depressing ass rant I’m just so tired