My girlfriend invited a bunch of her friends that have never liked me for her birthday and then told me not to come over. And now she seems disinterested in
hanging out today as well. This is my first relationship. And I’m worried that it’s coming to an end. I am absolutely heartbroken.
I will start off by saying I am very happy in my relationship with my girlfriend. And I have no doubt that she loves me and I love her very deeply, but I felt very odd about the way we have been kissing recently. We have been together now for just a little under a year and recently I have noticed that we don’t really kiss with the same passion that we used to. It is hard to explain, but our kisses now are more like quick pecks on the lips where they used to be deeper. I have tried to kiss her more deeply on a couple of occasions and I always feel a bit awkward when I do she doesn’t exactly turn me down, but she doesn’t reciprocate the way she used to.
I feel really silly making a big deal out of this. We do still kiss and she still initiates kissing, but it just feels different and I miss the passion we had. We are very physically affectionate in other ways still, we still cuddle, hold hands and have other forms of physical contact a lot I am very happy with her, but I definitely miss the way we used to kiss.