I'm done. I'm too sad. TW; MC
I was always conflicted, first was unplanned but ended in MMC. Second was a surprise a heart rate detected and excited me a bit and only since Friday thought 'yes, I can do this and want this'.
TW:
Today, a gush of brown blood and more reddish after toilet. I've been here before, it's not going to be happy for me. I've been crying my eyes out a reaction that surprised me but I am heartbroken.
I don't want to do it anymore. I don't want to through this again.
ETA: I will get a scan but this morning the answer is clear 😭💔