u/Lazy-Pay-5520

I am currently 17 . I have been taking min and fin for a year however before i used to take only min(medication) but not continuously since i started balding at 14 and yes 14 i am not lying.(visited doctors)

So i went to cut my hair today and he kept saying you will be bald and your hair is very thing multiple times . Idk why he seemed happy while saying it maybe he was joking but i cant stop taking pics of my hair now and i am fucking scared .

I don’t have the facial features that will allow me to go bald.
Also i cant talk about this with my parents because they will feel bad for me and yall know how u cant do anything about it.
i am just venting and would appreciate and advice fs

I am homeschooling so i dont have any friends and stay at home all day with unlimited internet and screen access you can figure out the rest.

Basically i am really trying to stop it for religious reasons and because its destroying my life and focus
I have very important exams in 1 month and i cant study for 15 straight minutes

My main problem is i am alone. Both of my parents work almost all day from 7am to 5pm sometimes to 9 and ofc they comeback tired so they sleep and my siblings go to school and sleep when they return too.

Tried doing gym it sometimes made it worse sometimes better but its not very effective to fill up all this time

There are no social activities here i live in the middle east like there is nothing at all not even a park here everything is concrete and asphalt.