u/LeashedKibby

I just wish I could join you without my family blaming you for my death.

I know it isn't my fault you are gone, but I still wish I had been a better fiancee for you.

I want to visit your grave, but I can't afford the train fare.

It hurts to part with him, but I know she needs him more.

But I found someone who needs you more than me, so I'll have to give her my strongest plushie.

Then why can't you accept me as your daughter?

Now you have a new girl, and I'm all alone.

But avoiding me hurts me more than seeing you sick ever would.

It may be a sin for us to love, but at least the devil will reassure me I already say heaven.

But the worst I lost was our pictures together.

I lost my streak when I found out my dad has cancer.

Yet life feels so dull.

Yet there's no pill to stop my jealousy of others.

Doctors say it's looking positive, but I'm terrified of losing you, dad.

But you are the only one to ever notice my biscuits and loafs.

But now you aren't even in my polaroids.

Why did I have to be born with the wrong genitals?

But it's too late for me to undo my death.

I still feel his hands on me.