u/Least-Fox-2127

I've been no contact for over half a year now. I live in the same small town as her, its a big surprise I haven't run into her face to face , especially since she is a huge boundary violator. She's finally moving. She dumped what was left of "my stuff" at my grandparents. I got my paperwork, and out of three totes only two things weren't trash.

She doesn't have my new number, ive blocked her on 5+ accounts now, but she knows where I live. Im beyond happy shes leaving, its like having the anxiety I've been holding for years finally removed from my life fully, she won't be able to "bump into me" or see me unless I fully allow it. But im nervous, she still knows where I live and I can see her trying to make a big fuss before leaving. Its progress, but its anxiety inducing. My older brother recently had baby #4 so im hoping that she focuses on that rather than me.

Just a lot of feelings right now.

My partner and I have sex very frequently, 4-7 times a week, always unprotected since I am on borth control. Early in this year I found out I had a chemical pregnancy, I still have mixed feelings about it, but I and other people In my life believe i just ended up being in the minority percentage. Since then I have been testing once every month at the least, my cycles are finally starting to become regular and this month im late on my period. I tested and they came back with what im pretty sure are negatives, although I've been made aware there's a chance I could have also ovulated later than my period tracker estimated, something I can believe to be extremely likely due to the fact I've been dealing with a lot of stress and life changes. I know its unlikely im going to be pregnant again, but a part of my body feels deeply like I could be. I've been having very vivid dreams about having a baby aswell, and its not helping ease my anxiety.

I live in a RUAL area in oregon, everything out here burns down, floods or has been used as a cook house. My partner and I have been starting to look for homes in about a 35 mile radius from where he works but what we are seeing is two bedroom homes that are in horrible states of disrepair have no yard are going for 300k-500k. Most of those listing are price dropped by 10k-50k. we have looked at farm land that we know has had bad past owners (everyone knows everyone out here) still going for 300k. Even .13 of a acre without any development is going for 150k. What im really trying to ask is, is it okay to offer below selling price? And if so how much by? We want to stick around the 150k- 240k range but there are literally no listing that are at that price range.

I have a generic white door and I have some grease/dirt/possibly oil stains on it and the door nob. I have tried to get it off with fast orange and it didn't work, then I tried simple green (obviously spaced out not mixing) and it also didn't get the stains out fully. It bugs me every time I open my door!!