u/Left-Explanation-684

I am currently nearing the end of 5th year and i go to an all girls school and am thinking about switching to the mixed school across the road and re doing 5th year. I feel like I had a bad start into the leaving cert and picked the wrong subjects ( I do bio chem german and geography). I'm honestly crap at chemistry and meh in german and feel i should have picked different subjects, I probs won't get the points for the course I want to do atm with the subject I do.

At the end of TY I was thinking about moving as I wanted to do engineering ( not in my school) and idk why I didn't then. I feel like my friends in my current school are just constantly fighting and the school just isn't what it used to be.

The teachers just don't care about the important stuff I feel and the environment between the girls is just always so toxic. I didn't even really choose to go to this school properly way back in sixth class, it was more because my auntie taught there and my sister was in the school so I just decided I should go there as well

I would also love to be able to wear trousers to school lol

im 17f and im starting to consider college applications. i am fifth year in Ireland for context. Im not sure where i should go or what course i should choose, atm im leaning towards electrical and electronic engineering but also interested in other engineering and earth sciences. my main worry is the fact i dont do any practical subject (perks of the all girls private school lol) so idk if i will be behind. i do know how to code but Im self taught with no formal education on it. If I do choose engineering, does anyone know what uni would be best for it in Ireland?

>so im 17 and live in ireland and i just feel so worthless all the time, i feel like i have to put up this happy front to everyone and that if i told them how i really felt they wouldnt believe me. on the outside i probably look pretty fine, im in fifth year and get along with everyone in my year but i feel like people are always judging me (i go to an all girls school so its a pretty small enviornment) and going off of that i feel like i can never express myself, with all the stress of the exams i feel so burnt out and ive been thinking of killing myself cuz i just dont see a way out where i am happy, i dont actually see myself growing up or going to college, i dnot have anyone to talk about this with and i feel like. i feel stupid just writing this bc i dont have an real problems compared to other people i just dont know what to do