u/Legal_Election3499

I’m starting over with everything. I have too much anger with myself and with my previous relationships with people that meant everything but now meant absolute jackshit that I need to restart everything from the ground up again. In hindsight I have good memories. but I have too many realizations of the actuality of those things in the past that I need to make new connections. Or at least try. I can’t believe I wasted so many years yearning for affection and connection. I feel pathetic. I’m learning to put my love firstly for my family and myself because they deserve all the love they can get even when I’m at my worst. Thank yall.

We’re heading towards a surveillance state and our PEOPLE ARE NOT DOING JACKSHIT ABOUT ANYTHING! when the fuck is everybody going to realize we’re literally walking into a FUCKIN DYSTOPIAN FUTURE. we’re literally just waiting until we die out and accepting our fate and even then having children like wtf!?? your children are also going to have to endure future hardships worse than today’s conditions?!?? Wtf happened to people?? I used to have more hope for humanity but that went down FAST ASF