I’ve been carrying this for a long time
I know how it feels to be hurt by words
I talk carefully
I don’t want to hurt anyone
I talk like I don’t want to hurt anyone and I don’t make fun of anyone
But one day my mother and brother told me.
People (and them) don’t like what comes from your mouth. Everyone will hate you.
(In the background, I began to recall the patterns in my life. That nobody talks to me. And I’m the only one initiating msgs. Some of my friends didn’t even open my message)
It made me really sad
I’m just a 19 year old guy
And what about father.... He told me a month ago you lack practical intelligence,
He even called me wasted birth, 3 times on the same day, when I was just 13 (2019). I asked him later in life and he didn’t say sorry.
I still can’t hate my parents