u/Legitimate_Agent_50

Hey yall!
I’m 19 and my egg cracked about a month ago. I’m not super dysphoric but I definitely feel like I want to be a girl I’m at the point where it’s basically all I think about every day I’ve seen a lot of yall saying that the sooner is better for hrt but starting after only a month seems way too fast, like what if I’m just in my head. How long did you wait before deciding to start? Also I’m starting to feel like I “owe” it to my (male) body to do one last fitness push and get super lean, did any of yall feel the same? Anything is appreciated thanks!

Hey yall I’m 19 and I’m starting the realize that the reason I’ve never been happy with my body is because this just might not be the body for me. I go to the gym all the time and I see guys and think it’d be cool to look like that but when I see women at the same “level” of fitness I think “I want to look like that”. I don’t actively hate my body / it’s fine being a guy but I think being a woman would be better. When I look in the mirror I feel a dull disappointment. In the last 2-4 years I’ve really been hitting the gym hard because I thought that if I was leaner / bigger I would be happy with my body. Now I’m about 6ft tall and 200lbs / 90kg and it feels almost like I’ve made my body “too” masculine to start. My shoulders and back are pretty wide. I’ve experimented with a little eyeliner but nothing past that. I’ve only really started to realize that I’m on a gender adventure in the last month ish and want to start small. What are some ways I can start to experiment? Anything’s appreciated thanks!

I 19m have never been happy with my body. I always thought it was in the “looksmaxxing get more in shape” way but now that I’ve gotten much physically larger and leaner I’m still never happy with the way I am. I spend a lot of time at the gym and genuinely enjoy it but when I see the girls at the gym I usually think “oh it would be nice to look like that and wear those clothes” and I think I’m starting to realize that more muscle isn’t the problem. I’ve played around with eyeliner and I really like the way it makes me look more feminine. I don’t know what to do. Any thoughts are appreciated! Thanks yall.