u/Legitimate_Base5573

I apologize to myself

I wonder if anyone ever felt this too but like i often fantasize about being with someone, having a family, all that. And then i catch myself smiling and immediately wipe the smile off my face and apologize to myself for giving myself hope. Like the part of me that knows it will never happen apologizes to the small part of me that still holds on to hope for daring to dream just a little bigger than what i deserve. Idk i dont have friends to express this feeling but i wanted to at least say it out loud and hopefully im not the only one that does this

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u/Legitimate_Base5573 — 3 days ago

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Iri on alt to prove a point

I understand im priviledged in being a better player but i truly mean it when i say it is 90% of the time not your teammates, i bought the game again and made a new acc and unlocked ranked and mostly solo queued back to iri to prove a point to my hardstuck diamond buddy. i had to carry teammates going double neg while dropping 60 bombs on hp and almost 30s in search, if yall were as good as yall said in your posts you wouldnt be hardstuck. Im not trying to be mean but the system has a good idea where you belong, its up to you to prove the system wrong, not beg it to lift you up, i hope this helps inspire some of yall as i believe everyone can get better and complaining isnt the answer.

u/Legitimate_Base5573 — 4 days ago