I really want to this out of my chest (rant)
I really freaking hate my stpm experience. I have been telling myself for the past one year telling myself it will get better and it's just part of the process and honestly a lot of things has been getting on my nerves. The school keeps expecting my class (specifically my class) to get better grades compared to others when we were given like 3 worst teachers in the school and each teaches the most crucial subjects for a science student, physics mathematics and chemistry. Like other classes have some of the nicest and greatest teachers there are and mine was stuck with 3 of the worst ones. I personally am a hard working student I do my revision and hw almost all the time. The problem is the class taught by those 3 were so bad I literally need to spend double the time just to restudy the whole thing myself. Like this just bs and it's too much for me. I have to study physics myself, teach myself everything from start to finish for math. Chemistry was still fine BCS classes merge but I barely see my teacher teach or even care bout us. Idw to mention the school's name as Idw to cause too much drama but it's a particularly famous school in Penang, the school was never as good as it claims. It produced great students bcs the students themselves are hard working. I'm really tired with what's been happening for the past one year. It really sucked to see other classes can have engaging interactions with their teacher and gain insight while mine was just as clueless and dumb as us. The lack of action and the lack of responsibilities really disgusts me