u/LessenTheDamage01

okay but do they panic about them and have to calm themselves by proving it’s not true? give me a break

My pregnancy was horrible. I was bedridden the last month. Then there was labor. Then the newborn stage, where I did all the overnight wake ups myself. I pumped for 10 months, I’ve ruined my body, my mental health is worse off than before baby…

All these sacrifices... and my 1 year old prefers her dad over me. I could handle her liking him more, if she didn’t push me away when I tried to get a hug, just to turn around and reach for him. I could also handle it if he wasn’t a fucking dick and gloated about it…

I’m just sad. :( I just want my baby to love me too.