hi help po huhu hindi ko sure if makakaabot pa ako sa slots ng tenten sa review nila for oct nmat since delayed sweldo ko lol 😭 ask ko lang po what other revcens are high yield and maraming students with 99+ PR? thinking of bwitz but i need thoughts po thank you!
hello po sa mga nag self review dati for BLEPP kaya po ba ng self review? and if ever ano po materials mostly ginamit niyo? Cause right now I am trying to read both st anne and st aly reviewers tas thinking of availing din po sa yt ni jp buduan. huhu pls help po thanks!
I had to talk to a counselor for the first time in my entire college life because of my NMAT journey, and honestly, I never thought it would come to this.
If I push through with the NMAT this May 2, it will already be my second take. But truthfully, I am not ready at all. Like zero. Even less prepared than my first take, because at least back then I was consistent. I studied for a full month before life hit me like a truck.
To give some context, I took the October 2025 cycle but I did not get the PR I needed for med school. I kind of already saw it coming because during my review I slowly lost motivation. I started doubting myself a lot, and it didn’t help that I was constantly surrounded by people telling me I would not make it, that only the naturally smart ones become doctors, and that hard work alone would not be enough. Over time, I started believing it. And when I lost belief in myself, I also lost my drive to continue reviewing.
After the results, I told myself I would try again for the April cycle. But again, I struggled to restart. A month before I was supposed to review, my uncle passed away, and I suddenly had to take on a lot of responsibility, especially with finances during and after everything. It felt like I had to become an adult overnight, even though at heart I still feel so young and overwhelmed.
Then just when things were starting to settle, our grandmother’s house caught fire. And again, I found myself in the middle of everything, carrying both emotional and financial pressure as the eldest. After that, I completely lost my ability to focus. I couldn’t bring myself to study no matter how much I wanted to.
Now it’s happening for the second time, and it makes me question everything. Maybe medicine really isn’t for me? But hell no. I don’t want to think that. What do you mean it’s not for me when I’ve wanted this my whole life? I don’t even know why I’m writing this. Do I need advice or do I just want to let it out? It’s been a really hard.