I just lost my soulmate.
Hi everyone. I’m not even sure what to say. I was just wondering if anyone could give me some advice on coping with the grief of losing a pet. I went to the emergency vet just a few hours ago with him, and came back without him. This is the first time I’ve ever lost a pet. I’ve had him since I was 6, and I’m 22 now. I’ve been mentally preparing for this day. Many bouts of anticipatory grief. I’m so glad he’s not suffering, and that gave me comfort at first, but now that I’m back home, my whole environment is a constant reminder of the fact that he’s not here anymore. It happened so abruptly. The triggering noises and visions of him today keep playing in my head over and over again. I’m scared to go to sleep and see him in my dreams, only to wake up alone. I feel so restless and lost. Any kind words would be appreciated. Thank you so much.