u/Limp-Philosopher970

J’ai 17ans et j’aimerais vraiment avoir mon premier travail surtout pour l’été mais j’ai 0 expériences de travail auparavant. J’ai jamais eu le temps pour un travail mais là que mon été complet est libre je suis hyper motivée. However, je sais que les endroit m’engagent pas à cause de ce manque d’expérience. Alors, c’est ou que je peux postuler qui est sûr de m’accepter ? aussi que puis je mettre sur mon cv si j’ai pas d’expérience de travail ? merci d’avance pour votre aide! (désolé si mes phrases sont mal formulées promis je sais parler français juste l’écriture c’est dur )

im 17F and my bf is 19F, we both had our eyes on each other since august but only started talking abruptly in february. we started dating really fast because we both found each other perfect. context before starting: we’re in the same college but im in a dorm here and he lives about 2h away by public transport.

i’ve never been someone that sensitive,affectionate,caring or any of that. before i got involved with him i never really loved a guy and always ended things first because i didn’t really feel anything. but with my current bf i’ve genuinely never loved someone like i do with so i put a lot of importance on him right.

however my issue rn is that i feel like im too attached to the point where its effecting me each day. he barely has classes this semester so he basically comes to school just to be here. a lot of time he tells me « i only come to see you » but he comes at let’s say 1pm and doesn’t ask to see me till 5pm? and most times we see each other one of his friends is here or calls him and stays at least 30min on call with him. idk i just feel like im a last minute priority or a « oh i have some time let me go see her ». we never see each other on the weekend and because he started working literally every day of the week i don’t even see him anymore. i asked him if he even likes my presence and he said yes ofc whatever whatever . but i just don’t feel it? it’s been 2 days straight where i cry for hours waiting for him to even text me to see him. and i know i could ask him but i know he’s with 5 other guys and i don’t wanna socialize with these ppl… im alone in my dorm, i have 0 friends in this college he knows im free to see him literally any time. i just really like spending time with him but maybe im too attached idk?

all that to say how do i detach myself from him? i hate feeling like this and crying to the point my heart physically hurts.