u/LinkIllustrious6717

Meeting bio parents - is it worth it?

EDIT: Guys, I didn't realize you might have to see this from US or US-like POV too, which might have lead to seeing me as a bigger asshole than I actually am. So, to clarify the context of my country:

  • We have free education up to universities with cutting edge research, I have personally learned 5 foreign languages for free, universal healthcare (including mental health spa, psychotherapy, addictological centers...), paid parental leave (up to three years), social support (basically you choose a home, do some paperwork proving you don't have enough money for living and you wil get the money), so my country is a heaven when it comes to this.
  • No adoption agencies here. You cannot legally buy a baby. No one is getting paid (at least not legally).
  • Losing parental rights is huge here. You would have to be seen by a social worker with a needle in your forearm, while your baby cried next to you with broken bones because you were hitting them too hard. Even SA has to be proven really well (and here it must be said that kid saying someone SAed them is not considered to be a good proof, sadly).
  • We have a very bio-centered system. Social workers work really hard to return kids to their bio families, even if it's dangerous. They basically try to teach you how to parent properly, and a few kids have been murdered because of this.
  • We have a huge charity and charity-like network. Getting stuff for your newborn is a matter of a day - you ask charity, or you write in a Facebook group that you are a parent in need and people will get you clothes, food, furniture, toys...
  • The adoption process here is for dedicated people only. You have to go through a 50 hour course, psychologists examine you and your partner (rumours go that they ask you even about your sex-life), social workers go through your entire home and you have follow-up visits by them, and there is a six month period when you have to prove yourself to be a good parent (or the bio parents may step in during this period and revert the process).

Hi folks! I recently bumped into this topic and I keep wondering, why is the POV of meeting bio parents so important for the kids.

I understand there is the need to know one's full story etc., but I still can't understand why it's so strong even in the case of junkie parents, violent ones etc.

I really hope not to sound disrespectful, but let's say those bio parents might be some crazy people who were violent towards you. Someone who deliberately chose drugs, crime... Someone who did not walk the extra mile for you. Someone you would normally despise of.

I imagine that if I were in this situation, I would prefer to keep an image of my bio parents as... I don't know, nice people who just weren't ready, instead of the reality that my folks were just some stupid junkies with the emotional intelligence of a cucumber, who were not able to finish even a high school. Knowing that would make me feel dirty and disgraced. Is this based on some real stuff, or is it just my imagination and the urge to meet them is always there?

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u/LinkIllustrious6717 — 14 days ago
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How to handle jealousy better?

Hi folks,

I need some insights on how to manage my jealousy better. I am quite a jealous type, hate when my BF is supposed to see other women - I internally freak out, stalk the woman and make up doom scenarios. I once had a relationship full of deceit and manipulation from ex's side. It gave me a lot of baggage.

My reactions to other women are not violent or toxic, I just freak out, hate myself, doubt myself, express my feelings in a very mild manner. I am not able to fake smiles and so; therefore, I have to share something, although I would prefer not to. At those moments, I am evaluating everything I have said, done..., in order to feel better (does not work, surprisingly).

Reality is that I am a pretty great GF, I don't have any reason to feel threatened by those chicks, but my BF's reality is that he used to be quite a ladies' man. Not anymore, I trust him, at least most of the time (like 99,5 % of the time). He is not secretive about his friendships.

His reactions are very reassuring, he's never mad at me for that, he's kind of sad with me at those moments. And he's quite supportive, this can't be pointed out enough. His behaviour is objectively like 11/10, I could not hope for anything significantly better.

I would like to:

  1. hate myself less for those feelings, feel less ashamed, feel less as the most broken piece of sh*it at those moments,
  2. and stopped feeling like dying, when he's about to go somewhere with people who are not me,
  3. and stopped feeling not enough.

I have a therapist, although it's going nowhere. He keeps explaining me my feelings. And it's slow AF. Any ideas?

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u/LinkIllustrious6717 — 3 months ago